This World of Unspoken Words

Right now, I don't care about myself. There is no more use for me (why?). The rest of the story that I've left untold, though which still goes a long way, I will not say. But, I'll warn you: Dark things can truly go deep. My only hope is that the right people know that I am not one of them. No. I'm still one of us. And that you have my hope and faith. You have my dream. Conserve your energy.

Let's try to be objective

I'd probably say, especially applying to the asian community, that the majority will have a jaded view of me.
I'd probably say, they wouldn't know the details of the whole story.
I'd probably say, little information was passed out, even though I typed out heaps.
I'd probably say, things would be lost in translation, especially through censorship.
I'd probably say, it serves more of a benefit to condemn me in this story, because of the original intents of the scheme against me.
I'd probably say, for those who could even make sense of it, will still be out for revenge.
I'd probably say, the taste of revenge is sweetest.
I'd probably say, pessimism overrides optimism, e.g. resentment issues, using social anxiety insecurities as a crutch to my arguement.
I'd probably say, out of all this, at least I've still helped this world, if a person can get their head around it all.
I'd probably say, this entire load of crap should make me untrusting about the future.
I'd probably say, it's easier for all of us to remain as cowards (but I'm not saying who are the real cowards)

Ah well, at least I know what I'm going up against.

Why let people believe absolutely whatever they want?

It's because telling them the truth will destroy them no matter what.

Rule For Each Party

Rule: Don't underestimate me, and I won't underestimate you.

A True Story Full of Falsehoods

The situation is only convulted because it isn't balanced right.
Nothing is beyond reconcilliation, but my recovery may still be close to impossible.
That's because it's more than likely that no one else has the full story, but me.
In the end, what happened, happened.
And things do happen for a good reason, sometimes.
You've seen my limits.
I've seen your limits.
Yet, none of us will see eye-to-eye.
Or, at least, we just aren't there yet.
To me, that is true - more than likely so, since I'm the only one speaking here.

The Tragedy

The best liar will always getcha = When bad people don't even realize that they're actually bad

The Untreated

Social anxiety disorder (S.A.D.) and shyness can be a powerful thing.
It is elusive, and will affect everything you do, if left untreated.
It will make you both stronger and weaker - a cursed gift.
And it keeps you in constant check.
But it can even make people believe you could betray yourself.
A constant inner struggle.
It is a fight between fears of the worst kinds and the best of your beliefs.
Through it, a small pounding heart will die fast anyway.