Thursday, January 24, 2008

Why let people believe absolutely whatever they want?

It's because telling them the truth will destroy them no matter what.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Rule For Each Party

Rule: Don't underestimate me, and I won't underestimate you.

A True Story Full of Falsehoods

The situation is only convulted because it isn't balanced right.
Nothing is beyond reconcilliation, but my recovery may still be close to impossible.
That's because it's more than likely that no one else has the full story, but me.
In the end, what happened, happened.
And things do happen for a good reason, sometimes.
You've seen my limits.
I've seen your limits.
Yet, none of us will see eye-to-eye.
Or, at least, we just aren't there yet.
To me, that is true - more than likely so, since I'm the only one speaking here.

Monday, January 21, 2008

The Tragedy

The best liar will always getcha = When bad people don't even realize that they're actually bad

The Untreated

Social anxiety disorder (S.A.D.) and shyness can be a powerful thing.
It is elusive, and will affect everything you do, if left untreated.
It will make you both stronger and weaker - a cursed gift.
And it keeps you in constant check.
But it can even make people believe you could betray yourself.
A constant inner struggle.
It is a fight between fears of the worst kinds and the best of your beliefs.
Through it, a small pounding heart will die fast anyway.

Words of Meaning

What will it take to get past the pain?
What will it take to play the real game?

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Funnies

The world's a big dance floor, but I just can't dance.
I still need my legs for walking though.

The Nearly End

Over a year ago, prejudice and bias plagued my life.
From my bosses to my friends... almost everyone.
I know that everyone has betrayed me.
I will absolutely not let that go.
Though I understand why everyone went that route.
I can understand why everyone was shrouded in despise and darkness.
I can see the meaning of the sentencing.
And you've all tired me out about it.
There is no more meaning left in my life.
I'm sure you'll all understand the consequences of that, eventually.
There's never such thing as too much care.
Only too little.
If you think that I cared too little, it is a fate that I have to accept.
If you think what happened to me was right, it is a fate that I have to accept.
But I promise, I won't worry about you anymore, if you thought I cared too little or too much.
Either way you want me doesn't matter because you may be still biased.
Hence, nothingness is the new me.
But, if only one favor I could ask.
Try to read inbetween the lines without vileness.
Why I like video games:
'Cause it keeps my mind off mundane thoughts which drive up my anxiety e.g. my life's problems, etc.

Why it appears that I'm spoiled:
Okay... actually, you got me because I can't compare to you guys. But then again, are you really gonna compare yourselves to me, as well? Please, stop worrying about me and just worry about yourselves. Each person has to deal with their own set of problems that cannot be answered by even their close ones. If you really wanted details (which you don't) then don't bother.

Why Sept. 11th:
Henry: You really think that the U.S. wasn't behind it just to get an excuse to go for the oil?

Why waste my whole year at Sunoco testing me with your bias:
Well, it's ok to test, but it's still hard to get the truth out of me. I don't always reveal why I say the things I do, but I do try to keep things morally polarized.

Why people prejudge:
Because they're spoiled by their own stupidity and lack insight.

Why I'm saying stuff on a blog knowingly that will also affect my future job and relations with people:
Hmm.................................

Why should I care about that?:
Uh....... I'm tired, time for a nap!